To take or not to take

Hello people,
According to my title, you must be thinking
Is it take the cookie or not to take the cookie?
Haha but it's not really like that
You see..

I had a lot of God-given opportunities
And I risked taking some, which turned out to be a success
But others I left it out because I did not have the courage to risk it
And today, I think I have another God-given opportunity
Hmm..

Take or not to take..
If I take it, it means that either I achieve what I wanted
BUT if I failed, I just don't wanna talk about it

Haiz..
Life is so hopeful yet so hopeless
It's like you know you have it in your palm, but it can actually fall out any second
I had lots of dreams like that
And although I know it's just a dream
But in 2 to 3 years time
It actually BECOMES REAL!!

So, I'm a little afraid for what will come to this opportunity
As I dreamt of it yesterday
But the main question is..
Try of Not To Try
Like I said, life is so hopeful and yet so hopeless..
From Yong Teng